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marcuseddy, San Francisco, United States
Usuario:
marcuseddy
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Hombre
Ubicación:
San Francisco, United States
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Looking for that special angel I live in the USA. I want to meet someone who is hospitable and 'other concerned'. Living in this country I find myself surrounded by women who are loud, obnoxious, and throughly self-centered. Everyone is concerned with themselves at some level (I know I am) but to live life where the entire pursuit is self satisfaction I think is an empty pursuit. The one who lives this way cannot be content, at all, within themselves and they certainly cannot be a pleasure to others. I want to be this for others (and particularily for one I love and care about) and live in community with others who are striving to be the same. I am not perfect, I am just seeking something better. Having sought this most of my adult life I have found myself outside the crowd. I have never had a girlfriend, been married ar anything like that. Living in this selfish capitalistic nation and being held captive to my ideals I have been captivated by no other. I am not alone in this, but sometimes I feel lonely. I would love to get married, become a great lover (in all of life), learn to be a good husband, have children and die content having pleased my wife and children. Having sought this most of my adult life I have found myself outside the crowd. I have never had a girlfriend, been married ar anything like that. Living in this selfish capitalistic nation and being held captive to my ideals I have been captivated by no other. I am not alone in this, but sometimes I feel lonely. I would love to get married, become a great lover (in all of life), learn to be a good husband, have children and die content having contented my family.
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I have tried hard for many years to put my feelings into writing. I am unfamiliar with taboos, “how things are supposed to be” etc. I am filled with longing and passion and love and have no one upon whom I can pour this out on. This is my dilemma. One of my great desires is to talk with a woman about all this with out being judged. Could that be you?
When I was 21 I entered into a “spiritual state” of celibacy which is yet unbroken. But I long for intimacy. I am 41 years old. At the thought of touching a woman and caressing her I am brought to the point of tears. I am tactilely deprived. Yet I believe my greatest gift is to put my hands on your skin and know you. Know your heart, know your hurts, know your pains, and experience your soul. To hug you is a revelation. I believe that I have a ‘psychic’ ability to “feel” the essence of femininity. I have very little experience in this “tantric massage” but have been turned on to it and desperately long to learn and explore it more with you. I want to say more but let me end it here. You either think I am a big nut (in which case my tender feelings would be hurt, so you can bypass this solicitation) or something in all this resonates with you (in which case I am cautiously interested in you email me. Won’t you?

Marcus Eddy
marcuseddy@fastmail.fm